Monday, June 12, 2006
Love means to commit oneself without guarantee, to give oneself completely in the hope that our love will produce love in the loved person. Love is an act of faith, and whoever is of little faith is also of little love.
~ by Erich Fromm ~
when yer in love i guess there will be a part where everything doesnt go well
i'm in that state
the state of confusion and finding a way to make myself feel better
yer know wat.
i havnt been contacting her for the past like, 3 days already
i dont wanna cuz i'm angry and sad at the same time
angry cuz i feel i've done nothing to deserve this treatment
sad cuz i cant do anything to make it the way it used to be!
but i guess i'll just have to let go n let God
yer know i was supposed to meet her for a movie today
planned a few days ago
but that day she msg me saying we should not be close anymore
i mean how close is close.
i surely will not define ONLY MESSAGING close.
i dint even call her to chat or wat man.
i mean come on!
but anyway.
since she felt that way
i've decided not to contact her until she does.
savvy? let everything cool down
and when she's ready
i don wanna lose a friend like her!!
no matter how angry i am now.
i still love her both as a friend and as something deeper
i mean she saying that she doesnt want me to like her
HOW IN THE WORLD IS THAT GONNA MAKE ME DISLIKE HER.
right?
its so frustrating!
anyway.
some happy stuff! i got selected to serve the emperor and the prime minister lee hsien loong! i mean.. i'm so honored that my teacher chose me!
the bible says in Proverb 22:29 "Seest thou a man diligent in his business? He shall stand before kings; he shall not stand before men of low estate."
Rocked Out @
Monday, June 12, 2006
