PLEASE EVERYBODY! CLICK TO WATCH THE VIDEO!!! my friend wayne told me about this magician! or maybe a comedian la.. he's called david chesterfield! he's funny! okie, maybe NOT THAT funny, but he's lame! really..
gonna go study now! maybe i'll blog later about how i feel about the world or something like that..
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Thursday, August 31, 2006
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
does anyone who reads this have a secret blog where u REALLY REALLY do pour out everything u really felt?
don anybody feels that u really really really cant write how u really really feel in yer blog?
its like u really really really wont know who's reading or what's reading or who might take offence or who would kill you after reading yer blog or who would feel depress after reading or on the other extreme feel happy after reading?
its sucha oxymoron when a blog's supposed to be a venue where u really put down wat u felt and personal stuff like that.. but no one really actually does that!
maybe i should have a secret blog. haha.
It's hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone, when you're heart still does
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Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
ha! my blog's back! yesterday i cant see my blog then i ask kelvin then he told me alot of stuff which doesnt really make any sense to me!
why am i sucha computer nuts?! i thought like all guys should be good at this!
lol
anyway! i watched this inline slalomer that really inspire me to learn blading faster and so much more! u'll know wat i mean after watching la! so watch k! u'll never know blading can be that amazing!
cheow joo! i'll be in the same hotel with you! for like 10 days i think! you'll have to see me whether u like me or not!!! muahahahaha..
so excited for the IMF! but that means that i'll have to get thru the exams and date due of projs! urgghhh.
my sister just told me that every year and everywhere IMF goes, there'll be riots and quite terrible one! i told her i'll be safe cuz i'll be inside the hotel! haha..
la la lalala..
go check out a magician at youtube called marco tempest! super cool guy
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Tuesday, August 29, 2006
Saturday, August 26, 2006
taiwan's news on city harvest church! =)
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Saturday, August 26, 2006
hello everybody!
i've been posted to orchard hotel for the upcoming IMF namely the international monetary fund world bank singapore 2006.
yes its a very very long name! haha
anyway! i woke up late today! really really late! i was supposed to be up by 6 plus, the event starts around 8 30. and yeah i woke up at 9.
then i took a cab down blah blah blah.. played some really really dumb game called the amazing race.
come to think of it they should like name it the un-amazing race, cuz i find it an insult to name it the amazing race(when its not amazing at all), when my all-time favourite tv show's called amazing race!!
really! amazing race's so interesting, i mean u get to see all the different cultures, the different problems that people face and most importantly all parts of the world!! and with the comfort of yer home! i love travelling! thats y! just don have the time to travel, and also no money lah.. haha
i'm listening to this song called 'land of zanarkand' its a piano piece from the game final fantasy!
dunno if yall can see or not! anyway, its really nice! and i'm gonna learn! heh
i just realised why all of us dig(cool huh this word, learn from elaine, haha)disney cartoon! becuz everyone was made to want to be love and to love and to be in love! disney cartoon's always portrays love in sucha magical way that everyone gets captivated!
u can even look at games, final fantasy series, the legend of zelda so many other more! all bout love! love love love!
hmm..
God made us this way so that we'll go after Him like how we go after the people we love. it all make sense! man was created in the image of God, if God loves, we'll love! and the bible also state that 'God is love, those who do not know God does not know love' imagine!! how much God's into this crazy lil thing called love!
My heart dances and sobs with the rythm of this song as it watches the poetry of passion unfolding upon the tiny screen. Im jaded critic,you made me cry *Earth quake* You have ruined the natural balance! -quote from someone talking about a final fantasy video
love this song!
All I Ask Of You Emmy Rossum and Patrick Wilson (christine and raoul in the Phantom of the opera movie in 2004 or 03. emmy was only 17 when she played in the movie! patrick was 33 i think! so big difference right! but she sure sing good!!!)
No more talk of darkness Forget these wide eyed fears I'm here, nothing can harm you My words will warm and calm you Let me be your freedom Let daylight dry your tears I'm here, with you, beside you To guard you and to guide you
Say you love me every waking moment Turn my head with talk of summer time Say you need me with you now and always Promise me that all you say is true That's all I ask of you
Let me be your shelter Let me be your light You're safe, no one will find you Your fears are far behind you
All I want is freedom A world with no more night And you, always beside me To hold me and to hide me
Then say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime Let me lead you from your solitude Say you'll want me with you here beside you Anywhere you go let me go too That's all I ask of you
Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime Say the word and I will follow you Share each day with me, each night, each morning Say you love me know I do Love me, that's all I ask of you
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Thursday, August 24, 2006
its been sometime since i blog!
don really feel like blogging now either i just home from jamming session with mel tiang and yisheng! it was pretty productive from my point cuz i learnt like two songs
kel, u know wat. i'm gonna take wat u said in the cad into serious consideration
its really not easy being in the spot i am right now and it really does suck alot!(GOD HELP ME!!!)
oh well..
i cant put down wat i feel
maybe its not that i don wanna but i don know how to put it in the nicest and the way that pleases everyone n yet able to let it get outta me!
did anyone noticed that all the epistle in the bible are actually the name of a group of people, eg ephesians - the church of ephesus, corinthians = the church of corinth
this actually shows how people centered God is!!! cool huh!
anyway! i'm so tired i've to sleep soon! so many things to think about that i don wanna think about!
JASMINE : so brave of you to do yer first tattoo so big some more! very nice!
CHEOW : nice flower! no one will see it! it can be yer secret flower! haha
MEL : yer always in my prayers k! u can talk to me if tiang's not available! heh
TIANG : thanks for talking it out with me n the songs!
GRACE : study hard k! i'll still pray for u!
the rest : hello!
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Thursday, August 24, 2006
Monday, August 21, 2006
i just finish watching american next top model i really didnt think they were as good as the last season! really
no one really caught my eye! erm.. maybe i don have an eye for models! but i know a cute girl when i see one! hahahahaha..
anyway! today nothing really interesting happen! just that i was late for school and that isnt really interesting!
haha..
okie i'm gonna read "You the Leader" by phil pringle! its my friend one! but so long since i touched it!
tml got prayer meeting! i wonder if i need to sing.. i think i'll need to.. but then i'll have to bring my clothes and all!
I NEED A FINANCIAL BREAKTHROUGH! i'm gonna miss cheow joo and george baptism!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
when i realised i was like ARGHHH~! my best friend ccheow joo! haha
but i cant miss that IMF training cuz if i do i cant go for the whole event!!!
that really suck!! really really really it does! i was so looking forward to that baptism!
God, maybe u can like cancel the training on saturday!! so i can attend the baptism!
okie pray pray pray!!
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Monday, August 21, 2006
Sunday, August 20, 2006
Dr. A.R. Bernard's like one of the MOST MOST amazing guy on planet earth man!
really really.. today's sermon was mind-blowing, exhilerating, beyond words!
okie! anyway! i'm gonna write wat i wrote down during the service! might not be exactly wat dr bernard said but that's wat i received!
okie, without further ado!!!!!
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Service 1 Friday 18th August 2006
happiness is a way of mind and a way of life
Lk 11:52 -> knowledge is the key!
you are limited in life to the knowledge in yer mind and the content of yer character
everything moves from general to specific, and thats where coopertaion starts
the more specific you are, the more empowered they are
the order of creation is a general revelation
the church is the agent to reveal God to the world, what God is like, the church should know! so if the church didnt know, they will leave to their creative mind to come up with something.
Jesus must be re-presented to the world!
yer vision always determine the method, if method determined the vision, then it'll become a ritual
prophetic models : 1.antagonistic 2.Joseph and Daniel
2. they dont go against he society, but change the soceity thru them
Joseph became the provision of the people of God cuz he had the prophetic voice
Jer29:11
we face the world with apprehension because we're in fear, but we face our future with anticipation cuz we're living by faith!
the bible says that the holy spirit has been poured on ALL FLESH including the non believers
but we're too caught up in looking at what the devil has done in their life than to look at what God has done for them
relationship preceeds ministry
the element in relationship that needs to be there is trust
matt 13:22 -> "..world.." -> Gk. aion -> a peiod of time in human history marked by distinctive characteristic and achievement
matt 13:39, 24:14 -> "..world.." -> Gk. Oikumene -> age land and territory
mark 16:15 -> "..world.." -> Gk kosmos -> the cocial order and arrangement of politics, education, family, arts, entertainment and religion
when the bible says love not the world, it means kosmos
we should not be with the culture, but the solution to the problems in culture!
you cannot lead the people you fear, if it is, you'll be afraid to give them the truth
matt 12:28 the future is brought into the present to empower us!
Lk 10:7-9 as an agent of God i can bring wats in the future into the present
the more u learn the relevance of Jesus in His time, the more you'll have the power in the present, the more knowledge, the more authority in life
being ignorant is being weak and the only reason for ignorance is stubbornness, and stubbornness is refusing to be taught!
symbiosis -> the living together in close association of two dis-similar entities
being a christian, our freedom comes from submission and not the absence of submission!
when we know the character of God personally, it can teach us the things that the word does not say -> about making descisions the bible didnt talk about
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thats the end of wat i got from service one!
side track a little!
i went to eat dinner at New Yorks Pizza! its super good la! the pizza is like HUMONGOUS! and the meal which cost like only 6 plus, comes with a chic wing and one can of pepsi!
AND another amazing thing is the chicken wing!
it looks crispy on the inside and tender on the inside! and in fact it is! i ordered the spicy one, innocently thinking that it'll be like the pizzahut chic wings! but to my surprise i got this huge chic wing, those u BBQ!
ah.. its succulent tender flesh can almost melt into yer mouth. the first bite is like a heaven on earth. when all the essence of the chicken wing just oozes into your mouth, oh my! *HOW IN THE WORLD WILL I FIND SUCHA GOOD CHICKEN WING*(only at new york's pizza, come grab it now, while stock last!! *winks*) anyway, u'll feel a slight hint of chilli, which is great! by the time u land your teeth for the second bite, oh my.. the chilli starts to manifest itself *muahahaha* and you can almost see the chicken devil using a knife the cut yer tongue!!!! its SOSOSOSOSOSO SPICY!!! i never in my entire human being life experience this burning hot sensation! haha.. sounds wrong but anyway! ITS HOT MAN!! its a hot chic! literally!!!!! and you can totally feel yer lips exploding, its then followed by the pouring perspiration. then every other bite is like a torture! but its a good chicken nonetheless if u can take on the challenge! i sure cant.. i've learnt my lesson on taking the none spicy chicken at new york's cafe.
anyway, then there was this malay guy who ordered the chic as well.. so me and my dad decided to stay behind and watch his reaction, and it was priceless! totally worth the stay!!! his eyes all buldging, tongue hanging out! we did tried our best not to laugh in front of him.. but we soon left and burst into tears outside the cafe. people must have thought we're crazy or wat! haha. but it was fun!
and i got new specs!
okie back to service 3! i missed service 2!
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Service 3 Sunday 20th August 2006
mid life crisis is smth common to every culture and to every couple that have been tog for sometime, its a period of emotional turmoil in middle age characterise by a specially stong desire to change
God does things based on a pattern and priciples
relationship is the network for life
everytime you go to the next level, thats cuz someone told you how to
relating is an art
you'll never grow beyond the group of people you hang out with
relationship is always based on quality and never on quantity
you'll never grow unless you're willing to let go of the past
all relationships are based on this pattern introduction acquaintance friendship intimacy (both parties are vulnerable to each other and usually have a covenant)
when you move from introduction to friendship or intimacy, you wont know who yer exposing yer vulnerable side to
whatever you sin against in life, you'll bring death to it
distance increases with time, therefore do not hesitate to seek forgiveness!
in a relationship, distance is never measured with miles, but distance in relationship is measured by affection
knowledge is power, knowledge translate into authority
we often go into things without getting information, therefore no power and authority over situations
we have the respondsibility of being intelligent by getting information, your mind then turns that information into beliefs, your beliefs communicates with yer self-esteem, which converts into action, actions you take create results, in the long run becomes habit THAT WILL IN TURN LEAD TO SUCCESS OR FAILURE!
new information -> beliefs -> self esteem -> actions -> create results -> habit -> success or failure!
therefore your success in life depends on the information you have!
rom 12:2 -> the renewal of yer mind means changing the way you think, how? by taking in new information!
new information changes the way your mind thinks
whenever you make a descision, it is based on the information you have and how you were thinking at that time
you can have the best information but a negative mind, therefore you not only need new information but also the to change the way you think
God breathed the breath of life into Adam, which pass on to him the information that he needed to have dominion over everything! he's fearless cuz of his mindset which in turn causes him to have authority!
science wasnt an issue cuz the authority gave him the respect (big animals, small man, man easily crushed)
when someone asks a question, he either wanna get information or stimulate a thought when God asks question, He's definitely not trying to get information! *everybody goes hahahahahahaha*
when Adam hid himself away from God after eating the fruit, God asked him "who told you?" He didnt questioned wat any other thing but the information he received!
your input determines your output! bad information input = bad output
the get a new output, God send His word!
to pass on new information, God needs a body to pass it on, then sows the body into the world! ie you and me! see the parable of the sowers(the first parable is bout sowing the seed into the different kinda ground, the second parable is about sowing flesh into the world, Dr A.R bernard did not give any reference, i cant find either! haha, update when i find it)
the information only has its power and show its true value only when it is put into flesh
(okie, i'll try to explain this part where i cant find anyone who could write it down in words.. really! everyone was just in awe and receiving the word given, and its hard to put in words! haha..)
when God sows a truth into the world, the devil tries to imitate and puts a false information just beside the truth, so much so that u wont be able to tell the difference UNTIL it manifests itself. but there's a way to tell, when you pull out both of the "plants" from the ground, you'll find the roots of the false information entangles itself around the truth and living off thru the truth, disguising itself!
one day the angels ask God if He would like them to destroy and to pull out the "bad plant" from the truth, God says leave it there cuz greater thats in ME than that of the world! and God's confident about the victory so He's not afraid to leave it there!
the most damnable heresy is always the closest to the truth!
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thats all that i got! i hoped and pray that God will give you the illumination of your mind! and empower you thru this!
=)
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Sunday, August 20, 2006
Saturday, August 19, 2006
cheow joo and jasmine! the song yall looking for! i cant upload it leh.. i dunno y though! i think its in WMA format, then i downloaded the converter thingy(to convert the file format to mp3) but they say its protected! so yeah.. cant upload that! sorry!
anyway! the lyrics:
kan gwa eh chiu (hold my hand) gwa eh zu ah (my Lord) chia li, mai li kui gwa (please don leave me) jit tiao lor gwa gor ai gia (this road, i need to walk) gwa su yao li lai zor puar (i need You to accompany me)
kan gwa eh chiu (hold my hand) gwa eh zu ah (my Lord) chia li mai li kui gwa (please don leave me) wu see wa eh gia (sometimes i'm afraid) wu see mm zai arn zua gia (sometimes i do not know how to walk) wu see ka na tia buay tio li eh sia (sometimes i feel that i cant hear You)
kan gwa eh chiu (hold my hand) chia li ka gwa zor puar (please accompany me) hor gwa eh ka por you woon you dia (make my steps firm and stable) gia gao li eh min zeng (as i walk toward Your door) tia tio li eh sia (i heard Your voice) ka gwa gong,"jip lai, gwa eh kia" (say to me," come in, my child)
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Saturday, August 19, 2006
hello everybody! i'm gonna write up all that i copied down from dr AR bernard's service! its so good! but currently i'm feeling kinda tired! so i'll do it like sunday or wat!
haha, anyway! today was a good day!
cuz.....
my teacher said i impressed him in the presentation!! yeah! and i got full marks for my section that i presented!
woo hoo! thank God!
i wanna try to love everybody as much as i can! u know.. i wanna be kingdom minded! i have this classmate in my class.. she's so so so hard to love! i think she really irritated the whole entire class! even the students where u see everyday like super quiet got pissed at her la!
she's really amazing in the sense that she's able to irritate everybody! yeah! *claps claps claps*
haha.
anyway, i feel that i should be the one who accepts her! i mean if i, with God by my side, cant even do sucha thing! whoelse will!?
okie, i'm gonna make a commitment to accept her! its not easy! really!
today was sucha coincidence that most of my cell group members are in black! haha
shuzhen, mel, baoting, grace, jasmine had a black blazer and me!!! cheow, we'll tell u what we're gonna wear next time k! not that we planned! maybe u pray and ask God wat color! or if u wanna stand out then still ask and wear the opposite!!! yeah, its a win win situation!
haha
oh ya! i'll try to help u find that "hold my hand" in hokkien song!
i feel so light with burden now that my tests and major proj are over! yeah yeah yeah! heh
okie! i'll end off here! peace yall! <- so cool. haha
*RROOOAARRRRRRRR*
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Friday, August 18, 2006
I FINALLY FINISH THIS MAJOR PROJECT!!
feel like i own the world now! muahahaha.. but tml got presentation, so pray that we wont like screw it up!
today i came across this song called fix you by coldplay its really cool! i like the guitar solo part it really really sounds like the church song! i forgot wat song! but its the spirit part! i think like almost the same! haha
anyway so glad this major proj's gonna be over soon!
today after my project meeting right.. i went home and then just fell asleep almost immediatly!! like.. i sit on my bed then like just fell asleep until 8 plus! and that was like from 4 plus! haha. yeah, THAT tired!
okie, when i'm free i'm gonna do some vids! thats wat i'm gonna do! yep!
i'm gonna go pray now! good night everybody! *yawn* *roar* *ROAR* *yawn* *siggghh* *chuckles*
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Friday, August 18, 2006
Thursday, August 17, 2006
its been so long since i last post! cuz i guess i just really needed somewhere to let-it-all-out at that time!
now i guess everythings fine! i don want people to know about the first few posts cuz its more personal then ever. haha
yeap!
but i dont wanna delete it cuz it means something to me
oh well... haha
i love my blog skin now though! haha
i've got a sunburn today! and YES its on my FACE!!!! lol
and right i've learnt that loving a person who's hard to love takes quite alot outta yer! its not easy! really..
God is good, all the time (clap clap clap clap clap) haha.. this song reminds me of chris(who's in south africa! so cool right!) he sings it really really enthusiastically quite funny! i wonder how is he!!
anyway! to anyone who read my first few entries. please dont if u still havnt till this point! hahaha ANYWAY, THE POINT is..
just keep it to yerself k?! haha
aight~ gonna stop now! heh. God is good, all the time, with a song of praise.. lalalala!
