Sunday, September 17, 2006
USING THE "EMOTIONAL MAP" TO COMMUNICATE THE "COMPLETE TRUTH"
oh ya.. this is to myself! not to anyone k! so don cultivate any anger and resentment towards me k! haha.
dear johnny the bear,
i hate it when you always think lowly of yerself. it makes me fed up that you keep dwelling in self pity! stand up faster and be a man! i'm angry at u always thinking about wat could have been. angry at you for being so jealous all the time. angry at you for bowing down to temptation so easily.
it hurts me to see u sad when yer alone and when u have to smile infront of people even though you many a times don wanna. it hurts me to see you crying when yer all alone. i feel so sad when u look down on yerself. i feel disappointed when u feel that people don like u.
i'm afraid that you'll have very low self-esteem next time when yer working. i'm afraid that you'll have an emotional shut down. i'm afraid that you'll lose your first love for God. i'm afraid that you'll not be accountable to yer leaders. i'm afraid that you'll give up on everything u have.
i'm sorry that i've been putting on weight and not looking after your diet tightly. i'm sorry that people do things to hurt u. i know sometimes its hard to get over emotional hurts but God's on yer side! i understand that sometimes u feel inferior to the people surrounding you. i didnt mean to put u in the spot for temptations. i'm sorry.
i promise that i'll look out for u always. i hope that you'll grow closer to God. i want you to build up yer self confidience. i want you to know you are enough just the way you are. i hope that you'll seek help from others when u need it.
i love you and so does Jesus! i'm so proud that you've always avail yerself to help others at the expense of your time. so proud of you that you're always putting a smile on yer face, making other people's day! you deserve to always have the best and to be loved. i have faith in you that you'll be a great man of God one day! i love you all the same even when yer down or when yer angry! i'm so proud that you're always bringing joy to others. i love you and i'll never let you go, ever.
Jesus loves you and so do i!
johnny the bear
shhh.. =)
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Sunday, September 17, 2006
