Monday, November 20, 2006
hey i'm really sorry if i've disappointed yall in my cell group and my church friends.
i'm sorry that i didnt live up to yer expectations of me.
i mean its really fine, cuz everyone has expectations!
joo, maybe not now.. i really don feel like it now.. really sorry!
and mel, sorry for the hurt that i've caused, i think everything will be fine in a jiffy!
and kelvin, i know you think that i should join yer cell group cuz of the "better environment", but not the time yet, maybe i'll call you if i return k.
dale, sorry that i cant go choir prac and sing with you and all for now.
and to all W171 members, please stick together k.
you know, yesterday was ai lian and ben's wedding, it was cool overall. but you know i'm quite sad that baoting was pretty cold.. maybe i was just over-sensitive. anyway, and its so pressurising to talk to vincent, once i was him then he told me like everything will work out in God. i know that he meant it good. but its just.. i dunno.. i just felt really irritated at that point of time. but i'm fine now! thank God i still got mel.. i like her cuz she listens. and i know she's still there no matter what happens. i feel that i think too much.. headache now. last night i only slept at 3am and woke up at 6am. feeling super depressed! argh. and tired..
anyway, today.. was a long day even though lessons were short! we ended around 230pm. then me and kuang started rehersing for the event on wednesday, pretty stressful. then we ended our practice at around 8pm. played thru out. fingers burning. then me yongtah and kuang shared a cab home. which was something to celebrate over, cuz i can eat my dinner earlier! didnt even eat lunch.. sheesh. school life.......
tml's gonna be a similar day. hopefully everything works out! and i dont have to stay too late!
oh ya and joo and grace, yall probably are like super tired working.
*sayang* love yall!
oh and chris, we're still twins! no one can change that fact.. =)
mel, you can call me if you need someone to talk to k. *hug* love!
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Monday, November 20, 2006
