Sunday, February 18, 2007
this is my hundredth post.
its kinda amazing it'd last so long. cuz my prev blog only had a few entries.
today i went to my nanny's house and my sister(my nanny's daughter), passed to me a CD that contained the information i saved on her computer during my stay there.
well it was kinda sad to read thru.
really really sad. like i feel like i'm going thru the same old shit that i had to face then.
and it really really really does hurt even now.
stuff that someone said to me. stuff that i was really really into.
i seriously hope that i've grown outta it.
i don't seem to have though.
i dunno why or i dunno how!
it really does suck cuz....
i really dunno why it suck.
i cant even come up with a reason why it still hurts.
i keep telling myself that its gonna be over. but i never seem to see the end of the ordeal.
but i'm gonna keep telling myself.
its gonna be over
its gonna be over
its gonna be over
its gonna be over
its gonna be over
its gonna be over
its gonna be over
its gonna be over
its gonna be over
.. ..hopefully.
Rocked Out @
Sunday, February 18, 2007