Thursday, March 22, 2007
this skin nice rightt!
and easier to read. lol.
yesterday night was weird.
i went to starbucks to meet kate and alex.
i had hazelnut mocha with whip cream!! (its seriously nice and addictive!)
haha, then alex boyfriend, jarell(i think its spelt like this, pronounced as jeh-rer-ll)
he's very nice. really! we went to his house. just like behind sommerset. really cool.
and its a penthouse! woo! very nice and cosy. then we had a glass of vodka orange.
cabbed down to zouk. reach around.. 12.
it was like super packed!
then we each had one jug of whisky coke.
then ordered some more drinks.
then i was gone! wasted. i suck at drinking. shit. lol.
zeke came at like 1 45. haha. he say wanna meet us at 12. late for 1 hour 45 mins.
then honey came with some friends. all burmese.
then after that some girl accused me of touching her.
(shit)
i don remember touching her. ya thats e worst part. i dunno if i was guilty or not.
but i know that when i'm wasted i cant stand straight. so like i'll keep bumping around.
oh well. she made a big fuss. then alex came and talk to the girl's friend. a guy i remember.
i think the guy said she's drunk.
but then came the bouncers!! lol.
they asked me to go out for awhile. alex came along.
they didnt blame me la. cuz no one knew what happened. neither did i. lol.
then we smoked with the bouncers at the back of zouk.
he was REALLY big, and nice. talked.
then we went in again. with approval of that bouncer of cuz.
alex wanted to go back to the same spot.
i didnt want to. i didnt want to face that girl again.
somehow i was thinking about my future. like what if i really screwed up.
i still wanted my life. i wanna lead a normal life(rich life)
so i sat on top. but alex disappeared. i dunno where to.
so i messaged him. then i went to the toilet.
felt bloated la. then i tried to vomit. but nothing came out.
messaged alex again to tell him i'm in the toilet.
he very funny. came inside. banged all the doors. shouting my name. lol
so i went out. took my bag. then left for home. by then it was like 230 i think.
i think alex gave me 10 bucks. i had money for cab. but he still gave me.
then on the way home. for some reason. i found the cab ride really bouncy!
made me queasy.
so i tried to vomit. again.
into a plastic bag la. haha.
nothing came out again. WHY!?
so i still felt bloated.
then i remembered i sat downstairs under the void deck for a few mins. dunno why.
i think sorting out what happened. and trying to walk. lol.
went back home. bathed.
slept in the shower for awhile. i dunno why i keep sleeping in the shower.
then went to bed.
i woke up and realised my chest keep having muscle cramps.
it was super painful. now still hurts.
it actually hurts more than it did yesterday.
supposed to meet irmah for movie and dinner or something like that.
but something happened to her family.
i asked her if she wanted my company.
but she said no. oh well.
i know i'm not a good talker. i cant really talk and console and stuff like that.
but i know i can listen! in fact i like listening.
so if anyone ever need a listening ear. i guess i can do the job! yea~ =)
i wanna go out for dinner. later on.
not a very happy post huh. dont think anyone got to finish the whole post.
oh ya. i wanted to apologise to the girl, even though i think it didnt happen.
but i didnt. i think i was too scared.
i'm a terrible person.
Rocked Out @
Thursday, March 22, 2007
