today marks the end of bell hoping. why do they call it bell hoping anyway.. we dont hop around. do we?
made a few good friends. in fact quite a number. it feels kinda great knowing that where ever you walk, there'll be someone acknowledging you. like a simple hi bye kinda thing.
i figured i better be really friendly since i have to go to all the depts LOL. its easier to live with a few hi bye friends rather than a few enemies. haha.
i was just talking to someone about "time" can you imagine a world without a concept of time?
no one would ever be late. but then no one would be early OR on time.
watches will never be invented
will it be forever sunny or dark and gloomy.
if time can tell whether a friend's real or not. so if there's no time. can we still tell who's real and who's not.
you'll not grow old. but neither will you exist.
Rocked Out @
Monday, May 28, 2007
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
i like this song. its rather saddening. cuz its about abortion.
Flipsyde - Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday...so make a wish
Verse 1: Please accept my apologies, wonder what would have been Would you've been a little angel or an angel of sin? Tom-boy running around, hanging with all the guys. Or a little tough boy with beautiful brown eyes? I payed for the murder before they determined the sex Choosing our life over your life meant your death And you never got'a chance to even open your eyes Sometimes I wonder as a fetus if you faught for your life? Would you have been a little genius in love with math? Would you have played in your school clothes and made me mad? Would you have been a little rapper like your papa da Piper? Would you have made me quit smokin' by finding one of my lighters? I wonder about your skintone and shape of your nose? And the way you would have laughed and talked fast or slow? Think about it every year, so I picked up a pen Happy birthday, love you whoever you woulda been Happy birthday...
Chorus: what I thought was a dream (make a wish) Was as real as it seemed (happy birthday) What I thought was a dream (make a wish) Was as real as it seemed
I made a mistake!
Verse 2: I've got a millon excuses to why you died Bet the people got their own reasons for homicide Who's to say it woulda worked, and who's to say it wouldn't have? I was young and strugglin' but old enough to be your dad The fear of being my father has never disappeared Pondering frequently while I'm sippin' on my beer My vision of a family was artificial and fake So when it came time to create I made a mistake Now you've got a little brother maybe he's really you? Maybe you really forgave us knowin' we was confused? Maybe everytime that he smiles it's you proudly knowin' that your father's doin' the right thing now? I never tell a woman what to do with her body But if she don't love children then we can't party Think about it every year, so I picked up a pen Happy birthday, love you whoever you woulda been Happy birthday...
Chorus: What I thought was a dream (make a wish) Was as real as it seemed (happy birthday) What I thought was a dream (yeah, make a wish) Was as real as it seemed
I made a mistake!
And from the heavens to the womb to the heavens again From the endin' to the endin', never got to begin Maybe one day we could meet face to face? In a place without time and space Happy birthday...
From the heavens to the womb to the heavens again From the endin' to the endin', never got to begin Maybe one day we could meet face to face? In a place without time and space
Happy birthday...
Chorus: What I thought was a dream (make a wish) Was as real as it seemed (happy birthday) What I thought was a dream (make a wish) Was as real as it seemed
I made a mistake...!
Rocked Out @
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
Sunday, May 20, 2007
Oh, Oh, Oh For the longest time Oh, Oh, Oh For the longest time
If you said goodbye to me tonight There would still be music left to write What else could I do, I'm so inspired by you That hasn't happened for the longest time
Once I thought my innocence was gone Now I know that happiness goes on That's when you found me, when you put your arms around me I haven't been there for the longest time
Oh, Oh, Oh For the longest time Oh, Oh, Oh For the longest time
I'm that voice you're hearing in the hall And the greatest miracle of all Is how I need you, and how you needed me too That hasn't happened in the longest time
Maybe this won't last very long But you feel so right And I could be wrong Maybe I've gone this far And it's more than I'd hoped for
Who knows how much further we'll go on Maybe I'll be sorry when you're gone I'll take my chances, I forgot how nice romance is I haven't been there for the longest time
I had second thoughts at the start I said to myself, hold on to your heart Now I know the woman that you are It's wonderful so far And you're more than I'd hoped for
I don't care what consequence it brings I have been a fool for lesser things I want you so bad, I think you ought to know that I intend to hold you for the longest time
Rocked Out @
Sunday, May 20, 2007
Saturday, May 19, 2007
i read theresa's blog! she got this vid from youtube which is SUPER COOL! KIDS DANCING!!!
ITS AWESOME I TELL YOU! super amazed when i watched it. next time my kids gonna learn how to dance when they're young! muahaha.
i like the second team, FAB*GEAR and this team called the W.E.D.A.M.
i like old school locking! haha.
go figure what my kids are gonna learn!
Rocked Out @
Saturday, May 19, 2007
Sunday, May 13, 2007
that day one of my friend told me where the word 'sadist' came from. it came from a really sadistic guy name Marquis de Sade. LOL.
the root word's sade i guess. anyway.
he was a erotic author. eh think he wrote some normal stuff. i got a website that has some of his works. its pretty lengthy.
its kinda difficult to understand. i only read like a few lines. LOL.
anyway. the link. http://supervert.com/elibrary/marquis_de_sade http://www.horrormasters.com/Text/a0293.pdf
Your head is humming and it won't go in case you don't know The piper's calling you to join him Dear lady can't you hear the wind blow and did you know Your stairway lies on the whispering wind
Rocked Out @
Sunday, May 13, 2007
Sunday, May 06, 2007
my days at housekeeping are finally over. i might change my mind on using the word finally. haha its kinda bitter sweet la. the last few days were a storm.
both good and bad. eh..
the 2nd last day, my supervisor bought subway! then we share la. all the aunties and me. its so funny to look at them eat. cuz they never eat before. then they're like wows and woahs. HAHA. SUPER FUNNY I TELL YOU.
from left to right: auntie yiplan, auntie ah heong, and auntie seu moi. LOL. auntie seu moi telling the rest how there are alot of vegetables.
auntie yiplan realised i'm taking pictures. LOL. so she ask me not to take pictures. hahahahaaa.
then i was doing linen the last 3 days at housekeeping. it was pretty simple. matching the tops and bottoms with the same number. then count the linen that the maid bring down. replenish their stock(most tiring part). the linens in bundles are pretty heavy! haha. and i learnt how to sew!!!! hahahahahaha!!!
i know i'm twenty.
i bet alot of people dont know how to sew yet. OR they think they know but in fact they dont. haha.
anyway. the first button i sew!! haha!
the second. ya. thats my finger. i stiched it to the clothe.
yesterday i went to watch spiderman3. with my real sister. and my big sister ( my nanny's daughter). then in the afternoon before the show we went for FISH & CO. LOL. not that i like it there. its just a craving kinda thing. haha. my real sister didnt go.
spiderman3 was ok ok. i think its rather overrated. creating all the buzz might not be a good thing sometimes. haha. apparently.
i think its worth a 3.5/5 star.
then i went to my nanny's house for dinner!!! the food my nanny cooked it SO GOOD SO GOOD. she cooked my favorite dishes!!! bah kut teh and curry!!
it looks so good even in pictures.
i think you cant really see. but the pork is so evenly spread with fats! and the soup is spicy! DELICIOUS i'd say!
anyway. i'm lazing at home now.
shaun just asked me go eat botak jones. i want! but i told my dad i'll eat with him already. shaun always ask me damn late one la. tsk.
tomorrow marks the start of less smoking breaks! bell hop! here i come!!! yay~ tips tips tips.
Rocked Out @
Sunday, May 06, 2007
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
FINALLY HEROES!!!! hahaha, the episode 0.07% is like super super NICE!!!
but i really think the fight between peter and sylar's TOO SHORT!!! i cant wait for the next episode! for those who havent watched or heard about it..
ITS WAY BETTER THAN 'LOST' OR 'PRISON BREAK' although i like both.. but HEROES still better!!!
i seriously cant wait for the next episode..
aunties are mean. just today i was answering calls and dispatching rooms to the maids for them to clean. so i receive calls from the front desk people, the room supervisors and everyone else. and its so freaking irritating cuz everyone scolds me. FCUK! I'M JUST TRANSFERING INFORMATION!!!
its so fucked up when people shout at you thru the phone. like its yall fault and all.
oh wells. i'm going to bell counter next wk! there're no aunties there.
and there're a few people i know there from smoking breaks. hahaha. and they're young! THANK GOD. so hopefully it'll be better!
*FINGERS CROSSED*
maple's comin down on me again. i keep lagging out.
