Sunday, September 30, 2007
the other day i was working(as a bellman). then i heard the pianist playing. it's so nice, so soothing in the midst of all the rush. then i remembered like how my mum will force me to practice piano, or how i'll dread going to piano lessons but she'll bring me and my sister there. sitting there for 2 hours, waiting for us to finish our lessons.
it really makes me wonder if i made the right choice giving up piano. i mean looking back now i really regret giving it up. the reason being i was too lazy. hate to practice.
i think my mom really loves piano. she loves richard clayderman(i dunno if i spelt it the right way). she even buys his CD! i really miss my mum.
like how she'd buy the "Land before time" tape cuz i love dinosaurs and i love that show! i use to watch it over and over again with my sister. even though we know what's gonna happen, we still watch it all the same.
my mum used to be really strict on me, like how i cant watch tv, or how i cant go out after school, or how even during the weekends i'm only limited to certain tv programmes. now i see why she does it.
there's this time where i didnt study for my exams, even though i had all the tuition classes, i still did badly. when my mum saw my results she actually cried while scolding me. i feel like i hated her at that time. but now. i really regret making her sad. should have done better.
but my biggest regret's probably how i never say how much i love her when she's still around. i know its too late. but i really hope she's reading my blog.
i really really miss you mummy! i wished you were still around. sending me to my piano lessons. scolding me for not doing well for exams. buying me stuff that i like. i just really wish i could wind back into time.
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ps.
you know what i wanted to do when i was young?
an astronaut!!
or at least studied the stars.
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Sunday, September 30, 2007
